So as you most know I am an ex porn star also known as Taylor Wade. I started porn when I was like 18 and a Half until I was around 20. I have already done articles about my porn past; but this is to express how doing such a career can make you feel... Make your friends and family think of you and just how hard it is to explain it to a new partner. So firstly porn at the time made me feel good and in a totally different world. We called it "Porn World". At the time when you all go out and your a group of porn stars its amazing the feeling you get in the club is awesome. But then when you all leave and go back to reality... you actually sit their and think... have I actually just done that. Once youve done it and been payed for it thats it... You know people are going to be watching it. You start too look at your self differently and you start to wonder why the hell you did it. All my respect for my self went... And even though my friends was like we don't think of you any different you can see it... That they have lost respect for you as well. You do not realize all this until you stop doing it. Some people can deal with it and can be very successful in the porn world but my self... Its just not for me. I really did love my self and really look after myself before I did porn. Porn changed me. I do still look after my self etc... But it just makes you feel worthless... Instead of speaking about it... Its easier to just smile and be happy. I have not told anyone how porn made me feel this is the first time I have mentioned how porn made me actually feel. I was not that happy person who everyone seen. I was someone who had lost all respect and all hopes for myself. Now doing porn is very risky. Even though you do wear protection their is still that risk of the condom breaking and if that person has something then your going to have it to... I never caught anything from doing porn but theirs a much higher chance if you do porn. Now every porno I did, you met the person on the day you did not know anything about them apart from their porn name and picture. If you are going to do porn go with a respectful company... a company who wont just see you as a porn star but will look after you. Too Be Continued...
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Lucy Roe
4/13/2014 09:57:35 am
Didn't realize that doing porn could have such an impact
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4/14/2014 07:59:38 am
Its not that I do not want people to stop doing it... as Some people love doing it and are very successful in career in adult entertainment. It just was not for me. Its an experience I will never forget though.
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daz
4/14/2014 07:25:09 am
babe, that frank and honest account brought a tear to my eye, from the bottom of my heart, I wish you all the love and happiness that life can offer. xx
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4/14/2014 07:58:33 am
Awwah. Thank you so Much Daz. Its only the honest truth of how it really did make me feel. Some people can deal with doing it... It just was not for me.
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5/2/2014 04:54:41 pm
Thanks so much for sharing your powerful story! This is very valuable information for people considering entering the industry to read and consider. We have added it to our page on this issue at our site. We hope that's OK. Please let us know. Thanks, and best wishes to you for a very happy and healthy life! :-)
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5/6/2014 10:14:55 am
Oops! Sorry about all of the duplicate comments, which are errors. The system said that none of them were being posted. Please remove the extra comments. Thanks and best wishes to you! :-)
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